My Best Friend

There comes a point in life when you meet someone and they alter your life. Sometimes it's that special person and sometimes it's a friend.

I had that friend. Till I destroyed that.

She was the most caring, fun loving, person I have ever met. She was always there for me even if it was to wipe the tears from my crying eyes. She was the calm in the storm I call my life. No matter how bad I felt I knew she was in my corner.

Like everything else in my life I destroyed that. Instead of treating her with the love and compassion she deserved I literally spat in her face. How could I do something like that? How could I hurt the one person I love unconditionally like that?

I wish I never drank, I wish I never did that. I wish I could absorb the pain I have inflicted on her. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could have my best friend back.

I know she thinks that night that is who I am as a person, but that is the furthest from the truth. I know in my heart I am a loving caring person who would do anything for her. I may never be able to make it up to her. All I can do is vow to never hurt anyone like that again.

I will always miss her and always strive to make her proud even if she is not in my life as a friend, but because she will always be in my heart!