It's after 1 am. I feel completely exhausted yet I still can't sleep. From tuesday till saturday I may have like 12 hours of sleep. I have tried drugs. I have tried going with no caffine. No caffine just increases my head ache I already suffer from. I wish I knew why I can't sleep anymore.

I lay down and close my eyes and it seems my mind is racing a million miles per minute. If I do finally get some sleep I have nightmares. Sometimes they are so vivid and feel so real I have to tell myself that it really didn't happen.

I feel like I am losing control of myself. I am just so exhausted. I don't know how much longer I can function like this.

Insomnia sucks! I am going to at least lay down and hope the tyelnol pm works!